Love can be such a painful thing when you are not possessing it.
For some reasons, i feel like not blogging anymore.
心,真的好疼。 我真的累了。
destroy the silence {8:41 AM}
Tuesday, August 05, 2008
Don't You Cry Tonight.
But my heart is. Everything i've planned, Gone.
Will You Still Love Me, tomorrow.
destroy the silence {9:55 PM}
Monday, August 04, 2008
Left calf is being a bitch after my nap. Guess I'm not going to sleep early today. Sometimes i wish my legs are pain-proof. 2 sprains on each ankle, 1 muscle strain now on the left calf made me look like a bloody handicapped. I cant really walk properly right now. Dang.
Can you be there for me pretty please?
destroy the silence {10:27 PM}
Good Morning Peeps. Had a nightmare just now and so i here, awake enough to at least update my blog. The past few days are seriously quite dull. For what reasons why i simply cant tell.
Life is simply really known as lifeless for me right now. Imagine im having this routine almost every week of my life.
Red light flashing right now on the "SHOPPING" signal here. But.. there's so much to be done right now... Bike lessons, Shoes, Porter Bag, Hong Kong trip or phone bills.. There are times i wanna like shout, "I WANNA F**KING SHOP TILL I BUY THE WHOLE SHOPPING MALLS IN SINGAPORE DOWN!" But alas, wallet doesnt not permit nor bank account.
Recently a lady gave me a tip for bringing her stuffs to the taxi stand. It was $5. I rejected her offer saying i dont need the tip as i truly wanna be a excellent service provider to any of the customers. However i do admit im abit cash strapped and not forgetting that my pay only comes on the 7th.
Things are actually running quite smoothly as i didnt expected. Studies was alright, Family was alright too. Oh ya! Raptor's first ever match this year against a cocky team was damn.. alright? 1-1 was the scored. They scored unexpectedly and i was really a soft goal. However, our arses were saved by Hui Jie, who actually said he was "trying his luck" to see if the match is still on. AND HE SCORED A F**KING FREEKICK WITH 4 MINUTES TO GO. Talk about 4 minutes to save the world. (Pun intended.) Thank You Hui Jie, once again.
My left calf is giving me problems however. I was running too fast and somehow i think i strained my calf muscle too much. And man, does it hurts. I have to now walk with a limp cause it's simply too painful to walk normally.
So many movies to watch. Yet, so little time. Anyway, i MIGHT be holding my birthday party/celebration at my uncle's place. Anyone is interested can text me? or tag on the board yea? I wont be asking for presents as i know they are really costly nowadays. But yea, birthday = presents? So give me all you have! Muahaha.
我应该是没有机会了吧? 现在,只能等到你的生日的那天。 讲真的,希望不会失败。 *prays!
destroy the silence {9:53 AM}
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Chorus of the song.
I'll call you by you, no matter what you say. So that you can feel me as a man, I'll hold you tightly. I'll call you by you. No matter what you say, I don't care. Don't be surprised. If you really look, you are a young girl.
Where have you gone? Where do you hurt? You look sad. Nuna, it doesn't suit you. When I ask you "has something happen?" "what happened", you just tousle my hair. If someone makes nuna cry, whoever that might be I'm not going to stand it.
(Nuna is what a younger boy would call an older girl/sister.)
The problem is.. you're not a nuna.
现在,我只能等到那一天了。
destroy the silence {10:16 AM}
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Didnt manage to find the determination to go to school today. Literally i was rotting at home and the thought of self-inflammation springs up to my mind every now and then. Nah, i was joking. I love myself too much to even burn myself. HA.
Got the darn pants today. The alternation was rather... SUCKED. Really. Never in hell i would go down to that place again. Note to Self: Go back to your tailor. He's better.
Didnt really contact with her nowadays. Might be she's busy i guess. So i shall back off a little as i understand people under stress when they're busy are not really nice when they flare up or decided to get volcanic.
Seems like i got nothing to blog about since today was rather a self-killing day.
BLEAH!
Just finished napping and look, i love that hair. LOL.
destroy the silence {10:02 PM}
Monday, July 28, 2008
The past few days were quite colourless. Imagine someone you like/love doesnt reply to your messages. And I was actually avoiding the internet to avoid anymore heartbreaks. But the problem is that Im not her boyfriend and i got no right to get heartbroken. But i didnt. Sighs. Please Sweetie, dont sleep when 5th August strikes 12 to 6th August. /:
James is offically bored to death i tell you. Pals went on to watch Brazil vs Singapore and now im here, typing this meaningless post that almost no one would read except for Mr "Alot-Of-Time" aka The J Man. I guess life is pretty unfair to me. But hey, in life there's ups and downs. But i got no time to be thinking about ups and downs because i cant simply think when im really down.
And when it comes down to true friend i doubt so if i had one. Ok, maybe im being an arsehole who's still not sleeping at ungodly hours like around 3am or 4am? Pretty dull nowadays you know. But i got ripped off by a alternation lady who asked for $10, mind you, $10 for alternation of a pants which is like... altering it shorter and maybe a little slim cut below. Before i went like, "WHAT THE F**K YOU F**KING PRICK? I CAN GET THAT DONE IN LIKE $5 AND YOU'RE ASKING FOR $10? DO YOU WANNA DIE?" mode, my angel calmed my devil down and i was taking it rather calmingly.
I was thinking, "Bloody Hell." No way im gonna ask her to do for me anymore. No way. I rather stab a fork into my ears and eat red hot coal than paying such a pricey alternation which only seemed like... a normal pants. Damn.
And i am going to have a soccer match soon!!! *grins. As long as i can remember, my last match i played PROPERLY was like last year august or july, before the muslim goes for their fasting month. OMG my eyes are like so red and tired and all. But i still got to finish this post.
Anyone wanna buy stuffs at MUJI? Discounts would be offered with the following terms and conditions.
1. Purchase must be at least $10. 2. Purchase can only be done after shopping hours of MUJI. 3. 30% Discount for Shoes, Bags and Clothings. 20% for stuffs like stationeries, Health and Beauty Items or Fabrics. (Our Fabrics are top quality stuffs i tell you.) 4. Not exchangable. But i would get the best for you for i am James. (:
Send in the orders. Especially for Clothes and Bags and Shoes. I need to hit my target yo.
BTW! I SAW LIONEL MESSI IN SINGAPORE! NO JOKE!
This is Lionel Messi, Argentina's top player, impossible to defend and swift/blindingly quick/lightning quick/as zoom as Flash QUICK.
I wanted to get a picture from him but he was walking like the wind. And i cant catch up. Well... at least i get a picture of him from behind. Look below!!
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. Maybe it was after the training and he was tired. And maybe too stressed, that's why you can see the shiny top on the head. Maybe...
Time to sleep my friends. Till then, I wanna find something interesting to blog about.
I miss you S. Do you feel the same?
destroy the silence {10:28 PM}
yours TRULY
James
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